Saturday, July 11, 2009

why is it such a paradox. it was a simple statement, simple gesture she made that broke me. I thought I am still bitter, or at least disappointed. Yes, I am still disappointed, because I couldnt understand her decision. But I realise I still love and respect her soo much.

Im such an oxymoron. MORON. I disgrace and insult God with all that I do. Yet, I couldnt stand others muttering a single word of displeasure against God.

What I want to do my flesh did not do. And what I did not want to do my flesh bow down.

God.. I'm at the end of myself.
help. me. to. follow. Your. narrow.way..

Monday, May 11, 2009

"Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination." — Oscar Wilde, Irish dramatist and novelist

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

today marks a written new beginning

today im beginning to understand the meaning of 'working to live', instead of 'living to work'. What is a fulfilling life to you? uh-huh. hm.. keep gg... I'm listening:)

Then let me ask u a question. Are you living it now?

Susan came to talk to our agency today. She is so incredible. My God, a mother of 4. Top FSC of the month. Its only May and she's a MDRT already. And what she said was so simple but powerful.
Success is not equal to destiny.
YOUR SUCCESS IS NOT EQUAL TO YOUR DESTINY
Destiny is much greater than success. destiny sets you on a path to fulfilment.
Success is not about the money, it's about the relationships.
I love my lan ban and lan ban niang who are like spiritual parents to me. They showed me what is love and forgiveness
I love my colleagues who are ever so dynamic!
I love myself who is so wise to hang around with these eagles :D
I love my family who is the reason why I am here
Above all, I love my God. All mighty God who first loved me and is my first love.
I'm thank you for everything Lord.
Btw, are u affected by the bad times? If its so, it's your bad.
Your success is not dependent on the economy,
your success is dependent on your philosophy.